I want a genuine adventure. Not some bullshit of “Oh we’ll go to the mall and hang out”, no. I want to go out and create a memory that I’m not supposed to tell my kids when raising them but I do anyway because I was raised on those stories.
I want to go out and do something stupid. I want something that makes me laugh and cry and almost piss my pants in fear but is so great that I treasure it for the jewel it is. I want to trespass or steal or something illegal that is juvenile but when I remember it I feel on top of the world. I want one of those stories that can instantly bring me out of a bad mood.
The worst part is I’m taking the time to write all this done, to complain about my wanderlust but I’m not going to do anything about it. Not necessarily because I don’t want to but because who would I even do it with? Haley’s always busy, Nina’s a homebody, Sav is in Florida and I’m not close enough with anyone else to even feel comfortable asking. I need an adventure partner and an adventure to go on.
